How can I help asure myself that nothings going to happen?

sounds like something bad happened to you when you were little. you just need reassurance. i can't imagine what it must feel like not to feel safe in your own home. maybe you just need a good pshychiatrist.. he can give you medicine to relax you. talk to your parents. klonipin is good for anxity. just hope your schizophrenic. paranoia about things is a sign. read up on it.